
Written by: Ellise Smith, Assistant Director of the O’Neill Office of Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion
As a Black woman, I recognize my identities show up before I have the opportunity to speak. Once I step foot into a classroom or log into a Zoom meeting, most can identify I am a fat, Black, woman.
Historically, society has marginalized all three of those identities. Through each of them, I experience life in a different way every time I enter a room. I cannot show up as just a woman, just Black, or just fat—a word I aim to reclaim. I live with these identities daily. I am treated differently depending upon who is in the room and their experience with someone who holds one or all my identities. That is why I have chosen to consistently show up doing DEI work as my authentic self.
That work began in high school when I often asked, “Why are you treating people ‘funny?’” At the time, that was my way of calling out all the -isms and phobias many found permissible. Moving into higher education did not shield me from sexist, racist, fatphobic, or other discriminatory discussions. I chose to take those experiences and engage in work that challenged systems that have discriminated against people based on society’s limited perceptions. I continued this questioning well into my work as a doctoral student and to this day as the assistant director of the O’Neill Office of Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion.